Sandy vs Sandy

There are two parts to me. There's the wise one. She's intuitive and has a feel for things. She's rational and she knows what's most likely to happen and she thinks of tactics to win and to protect herself. She's reliable and dependable. Then there's the dreamy one. She's happy go lucky and miraculously brings good things to her life way beyond her imagination. She believes in goodness in humanity and believes love is magical. She's idealistic and is thus fearless and reckless. 

I've always known there are two sides to me. The wise one goes to work everyday and makes money for the dreamy one to spend on woo woo things. The dreamy one everyone loves. She inspires people but I gather she's inspiring precisely cos she shares the same mind and body as the wise one. If the dreamy one was just dreamy, she would just be another idealistic hippy. The wise one everyone respects cos she's ambitious and intense. She says what she means and gets things done. 

The two of me often argues with one another. The dreamy one thinks the wise one often makes decisions out of fear. The wise one thinks the dreamy one's an idiot and not seeing reality. The probability of whatever the dreamy one dreamt up is very low. It's not impossible but the chances of success are not good enough to justify the risks involved. Granted she's often lucky but we can't make decisions based on luck, can we?